if a tree fell in the woods

so what's the point of a blog that no one reads? why does a blog need to have a point? and if a blog exists and no one else reads it, is that a fail? who does it matter to? sorry, that should be 'to whom does it matter?'
such profound questions and no one to answer them.

in other news my left eye is bleeding.
not as in bleeding, but i have a few burst capillaries that are making me look a sight. my poor eyes get no rest and they have been through a lot. surgery for cysts in my eyelid which involved two anaesthetic injections in my eye [yes. in my eye], a scratch on my cornea due to a spectacularly stupid and close examination of a pruned spiky rubra palm, a sonography and angioplasty of both eyes..... and today a scary looking bloody spot in my eye. maybe i need to cultivate some hobbies other than reading.
because i doubt i will be able to read braille as fast as i do normal books.

on call

i am writing this post while being on a long con call. it is 9:45 pm and my day started at 7 am. 5 meetings, 7 scheduled calls, countless other items like people walking in and out, and a hazaar calls later, i am just plain tired.

i want to go to bed and not think of work.